"I get the feeling that you're holding back..."

Of course I'm holding back, I'm insane you idiot.
I am racked with self-doubt, I have panic attacks, I'm claustrophobic, germ-phobic, phobia-phobic. I talk to myself, I talk to my cats, I've talked to four separate shrinks and, as I mentioned before, I am insane.
There, I opened up, are you happy?